Preparing to stop

It's been almost a decade since I walked away from my "real" job and began walking into what I labeled as my "real" life.

In some ways, ten years have seemed to stretch into eons of time; in other ways, they have passed in a moment.

Just like life.

When I made the choice to leave the familiar and plunge into the unknown, I felt there was no looking back. I thought I was closing a door firmly on all that no longer fit. So, rather than going through my life and making conscious choices about what to keep and what to discard, I just slammed that door and walked away.

For years, this was not a terrible plan. There was a lot to explore and learn and I really didn't miss what I had left behind. And to tell the truth, I was still mad and hurt that the job I had so loved had morphed into something I hated. I felt betrayed.

Today, I stand at another crossroads. I know that I am feeling a shift, a change of some sort of direction. I am also aware of that feeling of betrayal, of being resentful that change is arriving unbidden.

I feel unsure of the next step - I only know that this time, I want the changes that come to be conscious choices. I want to keep what I love, while discovering new things that make my heart sing.

So I am going to be quiet - for me, a totally new mode! The Peaceful Journey and A Peaceful Path are taking some time off. And we'll see what new path opens up in this space.

See you soon.

Comments

[Lee Miller]

I have enjoyed reading your posts. You are very good at expressing your thoughts. I wish you well as you take a break. I saw the sign in your post and thought for you it should read "Be Prepared to Yield".

Health, happiness and a life of bliss, Lee

[Helen Lowery]

I hear you Karen, and good for you. It is hard to wait in solitude to see what the Universe has for us, but it is wisdom that is leading you there. I will be looking forward to being a part of your continued journey. Blessings, Helen

[Lorigosselin]

Hi Karen,
Good for you for flowing with your intuition. I'm with you - change can be challenging but things usually work out okay. Recently, on WROAR Radio, I heard the host say that two thoughts make for a wonderful life: "I am unlimited" and "Life supports me". Cool!
Come and hang out at Life, for instance for some fun and sometimes deep life discussion. I think you'd like the people who hang out there!
Take care,
Lori

[Budget & the Beach]

Good luck with your new path! I've been there!